Filed in:Bei Kuan-tu
As I stand alone on an open highway,
a cool breeze wisps against a single descending tear,
as an accordion exhaling its final sounds.
Emptiness weakens and overwhelms me,
like molten lava being drawn gravitationally
to its climactic end.
Gazing out towards a spectral horizon,
imagination extracts me of all sensibility and perspective,
What is whispered within is the mystery of a masters brush and chisel.
Clouds rest their weary bottoms on rocky plateaus
appearing like chairs crafted from impenetrable stone.
Particles swirl in multiple directions
creating dancing dust-devils in movie-like animation.
I'm awed by the wily wink of these wonders
For this day, mystery besets me
and silence engulfs my tender heart.
I feel so small;
as if a minute spec of matter
unknowingly placed somewhere in the cosmos.
And alone... so very alone.
I am a captive to the lines of this interstate.
And strangely, I sense an illustrative and profound Presence:
incomprehensible, unnerving and unknowable.
I’m drawn to it's shapeless shadow;
desiring to dance to it's darkened delight.
And I get so very close.
Though maimed by years of crooked blindness
I unquestionably glimpse and sense it’s formless Presence ;
though chilled by what feels like eons of self-doubt,
I’m aware of its alluring eyes observing me.
One tear becomes many,
and like the ever expanding nature of constellations in the cosmos,
I sense my end and beginning fuzing mystically into one.
As I yield to this all-encompassing specter,
like dew vaporizing into sightless sound,
my existence reaches its final stay.
For my undoing is upon me
and "I," without thought, am no more.
What remains of me is the road itself,
simple, solitary and paradoxical.
© 2012 Bei Kuan-tu All Rights Reserved
Filed in:Jane Goodall
There are many windows through
which we can look out into the
world, searching for meaning …
… Most of us, when we ponder on the
meaning of our existence,
peer through but one of these
windows onto the world.
And even that one is often misted over
by the breath of our finite humanity.
We clear a tiny peephole and stare through.
No wonder we are confused by the
tiny fraction of a whole that we see.
It is, after all, like trying to
comprehend the panorama of the
desert or the sea through
a rolled-up newspaper.
—Jane Goodall, Through a Window: My Thirty Years with the Chimpanzees of Gombe (Mariner Books, New York, 2010)
Filed in:Mark Nepo
---"Fence Pathway" by Drew Hendsbee
I don’t know why I was born
with this belief in something
deeper and larger than we can
But it’s always called.
Even as a boy,
I knew that trees and light and sky
all point to some timeless center out of view.
I have spent my life
listening to that center
and filtering it through my heart.
is the music of my soul,
of all souls.
After sixty years,
out of ways to name this.
Even now, my heart won’t stand still.
In a moment of seeing,
it takes the shape of my eye.
In a moment of speaking,
the shape of my tongue.
In a moment of silence,
it slips back into the lake of center.
When you kiss me,
it takes the shape of your lip.
When our dog sleeps with us,
it takes the shape of her curl.
When the hummingbird feeds her baby,
it takes the shape of her beak
carefully dropping food into our throats.
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